its been more than a yr since i've felt that way.
and i mean it in the best and worst way.
the strong committment,
and yet the feeling that written in the stars,
it was not meant to be.

honestly nobody frightens me as much.
and i will never find someone like you again.
i really hate posting such stuff,
cos it only leads to second guessing.
but indeed that i wish for us to be happy yet apart.
and that the position i relinquished so quietly and without fuss was due to the fact

that i really loved you.